SMOTHER MOTHER
Written by Katherine Tomlinson
Illustrated by Mark Satchwill
Shannon could hear her son
sobbing all the way from the parking lot. When she entered the office of the
little motel they owned, she was upset to see her mother Maeve holding down the
counter instead of Nori, the guest who usually covered for her when she had to
run out on an errand.
She was torn between
confronting her mother and tending to her son, who had hurled himself into her arms
the moment he saw her. “What’s wrong Liam?” she asked as he burrowed his head
into her leg.
“Nothing’s wrong,” her
mother said. “He’s just a little cry-baby.”
“I am not a cry-baby,” Liam
wailed.
Shannon stroked his back. “I
know sweetie,” she said, giving her mother a lethal look. “Let’s get you
cleaned up.”
She took Liam's hand and led
him into the little apartment behind the office.
“You’re doing him no favors
by coddling him like that,” Maeve said, loudly enough that she could be heard
through the locked door.
It had taken Shannon 15
minutes to calm Liam down and get the story out of him. He kept apologizing for
“making Grandma mad,” and every time he did, the red haze clouding Shannon’s
vision got a little redder.
She remembered apologizing
for making her mother mad, even when she’d had no idea what she’d done.
Liam had set Maeve off by
asking her where Nori was when he saw his grandmother behind the front desk in
the motel’s office. Maeve had flown into a rage, ranting that he was dissing
her and that she wasn’t going to stand for it.
And then she’d whacked him
with a rolled-up copy of the L.A. Times
that was delivered every morning because the former owner of the motel had a
three-year subscription and Shannon had never cancelled it, figuring some of
the guests might enjoy reading it.
Shannon kissed Liam on the
top of his head and told him he could watch a movie. As he happily settled down
in front of the TV, clicking through the channels to find Animal Planet,
Shannon’s eye caught the recycling bin by the door, full of junk mail and
flyers and outdated newspapers.
The newspaper.
Maeve had whacked him with a
newspaper like he was a puppy who’d just piddled on the rug.
With her, Maeve had started
with a fly-swatter, hitting her with stinging slaps that didn’t hurt so much as
they humiliated. She’d moved on to wooden spoons. And then to belts.
The wooden spoons had hurt
more, so the belts were an improvement, but there had been other household
items Maeve had repurposed for her sick needs.
Maeve was not going to do to
Liam what she’d done to Shannon.
She slipped back into the
office. Her mother was casually texting someone, pretending not to notice her
daughter standing there.
“You need to leave,” Shannon
said.
Maeve sneered, a minimal
twitch of an expression that was all her Botox-frozen face would allow. “Seems
like I got here just in time.”
“I need the unit,” Shannon
said, wondering for the hundred millionth time how exactly her mother had found
out there was an empty room at the motel and had managed to move in while
Shannon and Liam were at the movies.
By the time they got home,
Maeve was covering the bed with a spread she’d bought on sale at Target and
lighting scented candles to give the unit “ambience.” There was a locksmith
installing a new lock to replace the one that had been jimmied open.
“You can’t live here,”
Shannon had said to her.
“I’ll pay rent,” Maeve had
countered.
“It’s $90 a day,” Shannon
had said, doubling the rate.
Maeve had laughed.
“But the family rate is only
$15, am I right?”
And that had been it. Her
mother’s will was Hurricane Katrina and she was New Orleans.
“Your mother’s a skank,”
Nori had said to Shannon three days after Maeve had moved in. “She’s been
hitting on my clients, trying to cut in on my action.”
Shannon couldn’t help
herself. She had to ask. “How’s that working out?”
Nori had laughed. “I’m 16,
your mother’s what? Sixty?”
Forty-seven, actually.
“But for reals, Shannon, I
can’t be having that. It’s creeping them out.”
“Your mother treats you like
shit,” Kevin Eastman had observed to Shannon a week after Maeve had moved in. “It’s
not good for you to have her here,” he added. “You’re getting sucked back into
her orbit, you’re falling back into old patterns.”
Shannon had been surprised Kevin
had said something. The Gulf War vet pretty much kept to himself, but she knew
he kept an eye on her and Liam. He had taught Liam to play chess. He’d bring
his travel board into the office and they’d play for hours.
It bothered Shannon that the
closest male role model her son had was a near-homeless recovering addict with
PTSD but Kevin had been a rock for them both during the trial of the
gang-banger who’d killed the motel’s owner while Liam watched.
“I appreciate what you’re
saying Kevin,” she’d said, hoping to steer the conversation in another
direction.
“I know,” he said, “it’s
none of my business.” He studied her for a moment. “But I don’t like what I’m
seeing.”
That had been months ago and
Maeve was still in the motel, hovering like a skeletal bird of prey, just
waiting to swoop down on Shannon and Liam.
“It’s Sunday,” Shannon said.
“I want you out by Friday.”
“I don’t want to leave,”
Maeve said. “I like it in Los Angeles.”
“There are other motels in
Los Angeles,” Shannon said.
“None this cheap,” Maeve
said, and smiled as if that settled the question.
“By Friday,” Shannon said.
“And if I’m not out by Friday?”
This is not a negotiation, Shannon thought to herself, don’t fall into the trap.
“Friday,” Shannon repeated.
“I don’t think so,” Maeve
said, picking up her stuff from the counter and sauntering toward the door just
as Kevin Eastman entered the office.
Never one to pass up a
chance to play the martyr, Maeve fluttered her false eyelashes like an
inebriated butterfly and asked Kevin, “Can you believe my own daughter wants to
throw me out?” she asked.
Without waiting for an
answer, she pushed through the door into the humidity of the July afternoon.
“Want some help?” he asked.
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